January 2010
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Food is the only thing consuming me right now. Although, it is definitely the other way around. Jeans are beginning to feel tight around my waist and the three basketball shorts I own need to be washed constantly because they are all I wear. Along with my glasses, a beanie (which I’ve begun wearing since I cannot afford haircuts), and a hoodie. My clothing is now reflecting a lifestyle of theft,...
Listening to the radio loudly while driving is the ONLY way to listen to the radio pleasantly. Only, I am ashamed to listen to it with the windows down, receiving glares from every other operator of a vehicle and the occasional pedestrian. This makes for smoking cigarettes while driving difficult and, sadly, my greatest motivation to quit.
Tonight, Mujeres Asesinas 2 premiered in the United...
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I have become incredibly fascinated by what i refer to as “chola-glam,” in style or manner of Gwen Stefani in Luxurious, Selena (this video is excessively amusing and beautiful to me), and the makeup techniques along with jewelry worn by most of the Mexican female population at my high school. So much, that I need to contain myself while visiting San Jose and remember that usually...
When I was 6, my uncle took my family to Santa Cruz and filmed a VHS consisting of chasing frigid waves and unashamedly rubbing our faces in the video camera’s lens. The memories of this day have met the same fate as the lines I left in the sand, they no longer exist. But I remember, vividly, being five and figuring out how to plug in the Super Soaker Twister my sister got for her birthday...
I complain about not seeing the people I care about often, or developing meaningful relationships with acquaintances where I feel something incredible may occur, because I don’t have time. That’s wrong. I can’t manage my time efficiently. Making plans makes me nervous, because I can’t keep plans. I am lonely yet I can waste an entire day uploading songs into Garageband...
Poincaré / Omar Rodriguez Lopez feat. Ximena...
Little Freak / Usher feat. Nicki Minaj
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Exploring the depth of dreams, like exploring the depth of an ocean, creates hazy illusions thrown together in an area of total darkness with only the light of an angler fish to guide your eyes. Unrelated fantasies become sewn together and create uncomfortable quilts that don’t cover your feet at night. It is the confusing coming together of two wills, the conscious thoughts that are suited...
Since CBS 5 started airing their special documentary on the Loma Prieta earthquake’s 20th anniversary, earthquakes have become a fear I am constantly preparing for. Not really preparing in an earthquake proofing, emergency kit way (which I should be), but preparing myself mentally for the event of a catastrophic one. Eerily, since that documentary aired, there has been a lot of shaking in my...
Right Side / Eric Lau
A song selection from...
I feel like a diamond. Not because of it’s value or appearance, but because diamonds only reflect what is around them. Being a pure diamond is impossible because I am always reflecting what is before me. I don’t know how to show my true qualities or even know what qualities are true to me. Everyone is just a collection of outside influences, experiences that have sculpted their...